Scream...

First off, I'm sorry to all the people I've always or have been negative too. Yes that includes that girl. I'll explain why. Honestly, I'm scared. I don't know what's gonna happen in the future, if I become a hopeful, or a failure. I don't know if I'm going to have a family, or not. It's just all coming down on me right now, every single step. What am I going to do? I honestly don't know anymore. My parents keep pressuring me to get all A's, I just lost maybe the last chance I had with this girl, I'm losing my damn mind! I don't know where to go, what's the right team, I want my own thing, so bad I'm gonna scream! Everything came down to her, I lost her that quick, and now I'm lost myself. Raising my head up high is not that easy to do. I'm confused, I don't know what to choose, I don't know what to dream anymore. I feel like I'm in a Virtual Insanity. It's like, if I don't get good grades, Game Over. If I don't get the girl, my mind loses control, Game Over. Life is hard. And I feel like there's nothing to do. Someone, or something, please, give me a sign that everything's gonna be alright, cause of right now, all I wanna do, is go someplace where I won't disturb the peace, I could live, someone could listen to my problems, and to just flat out Scream my damn lungs out 'til they burn.

Crushed.

Playeeeddd. Alright, so you guys remember on my last post, I said I found out something pretty bad. Well to me that is, I found out the girl I like, likes this guy I know. Kills huh? Haha. Well I'm getting over it and I'm kinda happy it didn't get too far or there'd be trouble. I shoulda grabbed the chance before he did. Makes me wanna go back in time and relive it then change it. You know this vacation made me think alot. I mean, I had alot on my mind and now I finally got some stuff down. Moving Schools? Idk. What about the girl? Everything's finished. Live on life and try to survive, nothing else to do then that. I thought it would go somewhere, apparently it didn't. Oh yeah, I moved now, so you could find my house somewhere out in Vallejo. I don't know if I'm going to move schools yet, someone convince me that I shouldn't. Please. Oh yeah, you guys should listen to David Archuleta and Blake Lewis, some pretty thoughtful songs. I hate that I love you, I love that I hate you.

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• Yes, you live there now, you should move.
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President's Week.

You know it took me like an hour before i actually started this. I opened up the new post and took another hour to start bloggin'.

President's week, basically over now. What i did? Move, Move, Move, Move. Tuesday went up to the new house with a lot of our furniture. Had like 4 mexicans in the back of our U-Haul Truck to help us unload. No offense. Went to Wal-Mart with my cousin, and believe me, that shit is big. The next, day moved some more stuff, watched High School Musical 3 with the fam. Went to Wal-Mart again at like 11 at night. It was pretty fun, I know RIIIGGHT? hahaa. Inside Joke. Friday, went out with my friends to Japan town. It was alright, nothing really. Then went to Metreon(sp) and played at the arcade there. Then was pretty lonely when goin' home, Idk, something went wrong with me, and i really didn't wanna talk. Had like 4 parties on saturday, niece's baptism, niece's bday, then cousin's bday, we didn't even bowl btw, then back at my house to chill. Oh yeah, my cousin, who normally doesn't play video games, was really into GTA4. I think to mess around with all the cars and stuff. Aha. once we got home, he went straight there, and he's like 25? hahaha.

Today. Went back to Daly City at like 1130, and opened up the laptop. Finally, some internet. Felt pretty down, after something I saw, I don't know what can i say. I got played dude. nothing more than that. Talked to Colleen about it and she said to keep my head up, well you know what, I don't know anymore. I can't keep it that high anymore. Someone took something from me, before I could grab it. And I don't know what to do anymore.

All-Star Weekend/Valentine's Day.

All Star Weekend! Hella Fun ass weekend. Right before break too. Friday night, watched the Rookie game with cousins, and my auntie came from Philippines. Kevin Durant is Raw! 46 points. New f'n record. Then All Star Saturday Night/Valentine's Day. Went to Joe's house to watch it, and Joyce and Maryanne were there. I lost the HORSE bet to Joseph, Johnson lost before Mayo. =P Oh Well. Just a small drink. We then went to play basketball at FRS. Dylan and Javin met up with us. Played a quick 3 on 3 then rain started fallin' on us. I had no jacket 'cause Maryanne had to use mine -_- but it's fine. That could be her Valentine gift persay. At least i didn't get sick. Watched everything else well some parts, until we went back to play ball in the dark again. The girls then left, then we played a quick 3 on 3 again. Went back to Joe's house and watched the rest of the show. Krypto-NATE! Wooooo. Hella RAW. Dwight Howard met his Lex Luther. Then went home.

Woke up hella early on Sunday. Went to clean the floors at the new house in Vallejo. Did nothin' really. Family members came by, but we had nothing. No seats, No chairs, No tables, Just a counter. Hella eating with paper plates, plastic forks, and take out food. Hella Ghetto. Playing with a little bouncy ball in the house. Ahah. My room's pretty nice. First time i've seen the actually house too. Watched the All Star Game at my cousin's house, Kobe and Shaq back together again! hahaha. Shaq-deisles probably last All star game. Shaq-a-wockiee dancin' like crazy. Sick ass weekend.

February 7-10

Warriors Win! Well, througout the weekend. Aha. Starting with saturday. Maryanne texted me pretty early to go out and hang out at derek's house. didn't know that we were gonna end up playing basketball though. Great game, only scored 3 and we lost. But tons of assists. I'm a point guard without handles XD We walked all the way to Derek's house to get even colder. Cause we were playing with water, hung out at his garage. Went to Ranch. Hung out then Joseph and I waited for the bus with Joyce and Maryanne. Next day, Warriors win! Oh yeah, vs. Utah. Woot Woot. haha. basic highlight of that day. Monday, my cousin's bday. It was pretty fun that day. Talked about alot, and all my older cousins were like Oooh Aaron gotta date on V-day -_- haha. but it's fine. Watched Austin Powers then went home.

Today:
1st: talk talk talk.
2: Soccer. Pretty damn hard.
3: Hella funny. Ms. V makes fun of everyone. haha.
4: boredom.
lunch: hung out with Maryanne for a while and went to the bball courts.
5: some lab.
6: just homework.

afterschool, hung out with maryanne, joyce, joseph and them. played basketball at whs, then frs. had a good game til i got hurt. ahaa. Ended up with someone mad at someone. And Maryanne and I eating out at subway. Her first subway. Wow. right -_- Well a memorable day today, I took her to her first subway. =D haha.
ASDJFKLDFS;D

New House. Movin' Day(s)

Well we got the house. Far far away in Vallejo. Near cousins, but far away from friends. Good thing is I'm gonna finish school at Westmoor so don't worry bout it. Here's the house:

This what you gotta do if we bet ;D

Thanks Maryanne!

The Bets; Did We Get The House?

Alrite, so last Friday, my cousins and I went to Red Robbin for dinner. We were having a great conversation, something like 'What if shows like Full House, Fresh Prince, Family Matters, or George Lopez, were made into Filipino shows?' Think about it. And we made a little bet, she said $50 says I have to cut class at least once, I said I won't. So If I do cut class, I lose $50. If I don't i win. But this goes on until I graduate. Aha. Who's gonna win?

And Maryanne and I made a bet also. She said we won't talk at school in 7 schooldays. And I say that we will. The loser has to make a fansign for the winner. Who's gonna win?

OH yeah, my dad said we're close to getting the house 99.9% ahaha.

Who's makin' the Fansign?
Aaron: We're gonna talk at school.
Maryanne: We're not gonna talk in the next 7 school days XD

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Who's gonna win $50 bucks?
Aaron: I'm not goin' to cut class at all from here to grad.
Rose: You're goin' to have to cut class at least once.

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"Warrior" Pictures.