I gotta feelin'...

"What's better than 1 girlfriend? 2!" - Kelso, That 70's Show.

That junior year's gonna be one tough ass year. And I needa step up my A game. But everything's so freakin' hard. I got a D in chem aalready? Algebra 2 is fucking impossible. Spanish is so intimidating. English is ight. My best classes are Ceramics and U.S. I'm pretty sure I have 2 A's in that class. I really want straight A's and things are getting more complicated with new things i've never even heard of. Ok, for Algebra 2, i'm really gonna have to be a kiss ass to my teacher by joining her filipino club thing. I have no choice. I didn't make the rules up but I know how to play the game. Things just start off that way. I wish it was freshman year again. Everything was easier, I wish I could start all of high school over real quick, minus the p.e. part and yeah. I had 2 D's in freshman year, and 1 D last year. So my class life sucks right now, but my social life is growing much more. Cool new friends and talkin' to so many girls ;D Even started to talk to her again, after a couple months. Crazy I know, but we're like the people in "You've Got Mail," where they talk to each other basically online and don't eeven meet 'til the end. Love that movie.

But there was always that one girl that got away. Guys have that, and Serial Killers have that. -Adam Sandler (Funny People) Let's just say, my ego, my jelously, and my envy-"nous" got to my head and struck me down. I do control my emotions and actions, but there was always that saying "Think before you act" or whatever, and well I acted, thought, then shrivelled up inside. Well, I'm sorry. Guys tend to do stupid things right? Well I'm a great example for one. And if we really never talk again, well, let's say better late than never. It's hard losing someone. For example, when my grandma died, it fucking killed me. I couldn't stop thinking of what happend. I guess that's why I gave up playing piano. (Bet you didn't know I played piano did you?) Well that and everyone pressuring me to play when I don't wanna. On a brighter note, I know my grandma and that one girl are now in a better situation/place now. And I guess making others happy, makes me happy too. No matter how hard it comes down on me. It's like what my math teacher said, something in tagalog about having that good feeling inside when you do something nice. Or something like that...

I learned how to ride a bike! Finally! Took me 16 years to finally learn how, thanks to my cousins, you guys rock! Yeah, uhmm I only fell once, cause I was singing while biking. Ahaa. I like old soul songs, it's so beautiful. Only cause I'm watching these CD advertisements on ABC Fam... I've kinda gave up on the Giants. Thought we could actually make it this year, I guess we gotta wait til next year. Stephen Jackson wants to leave -_- Hella ruined our spirit. Curry, Monta, and Biedrins gotta lead the way, and we're gonna win games when we work as a team. No matter how hard our opponents are, a team wins together. Selena Gomez's new song "Falling Down," is growin' on me. Demi Lovato, well she's still my favorite girl, and Debby Ryan is startin' to grow on me too. It's cool having disney stars 'bout my age. It's like thinking that people from WHS could actually be stars too. Man, I fell for the girls on TV, and I'm wishin' for them on a falling star. Boy Meets World needa be shown again! Miss that show.

I like making people laugh btw. Even if I tend to get out of hand, or make a fool of myself, it's nice to see smiling faces around me. It's a warm feeling. "I Feel Like Reaching For the Sky." I'm a kidder or somewhat in Chem, Ceramics, and US. Good Feeling.

"You never really appreciate a friend until you lose them."-Everybody Hates Chris
OH! And I could play Apologize and the first part of Best I Ever Had on the piano! I'll make a video soon.