Goodluck Charm.

It was hard to let you go, even though we weren’t anything but friends. Remember how we got the whole goodluck charm thing? I asked you to check if the Warriors won the game cause I was going home. You were feeling kinda sick, but you still checked for me anyways. Later you told me they did win. Their 1st win that season. I told you to get better so that we could talk more. The next day, when we talked, you told me you felt much better, and we called each other goodluck charms. Now, we don’t talk anymore. And I was so stupid this time last year, when I said I didn’t want anything to do with you anymore. And I have no excuses for that. My ego and my pride got in the way when I said that. I did this twice before already, when we didn’t talk. The third time was foreal now. And I can’t get myself out of it. I learned alot when we were friends, and I wish that we could see each other and how much we’ve grown from the past year. You as my friend was one of the best things that ever happened to me. You were really my first girl best friend. No matter what, we were there for each other. And now I’m mad at myself for losing our friendship. I can’t believe it took me one year to realize I made the biggest mistake of my life. We walk pass by each other everyday, and I’m pretty sure we notice each other. Well we have two classes with each other too. And I see you with your boyfriend, and it hurts to see you two, but it’s true, you can’t pick who you like, you just do. Wanna know something? My regular prayer is praying for my family, my future, and my friends. And for at the end, I pray for that girl to be happy. That girl that made me happy when we talked on aim almost every night, that girl that I only talked on the phone once or twice. That girl that I liked a lot and ended up losing her. That girl, I gave a sorry note that made your day. I pray that “That Girl” be as happy as ever. You’re right, I don’t have the balls to tell this in your face, or talking to you whenever. But hopefully someone gets this out to you. And hope you see this and make something out of it. Thank you goodluck charm, you were always there, and I was just a wreck, you’ve given me many memories to love. I’m sorry. And I was wrong.